TRUST THE PROCESS

Psalm 25:4-5 (KJV)

Shew me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day.

Life won't always be easy, but the Lord can always be trusted. We should always rely on Him for wisdom and direction in our lives...

The Process of TRUST is always followed by the word DOUBT in comparison to ones experience in life. We're not born with doubt but it is a form of disbelief in a situation or people. How does one develop trust in anything? Well, I could tell you how I decided to trust and put all my faith in one individual who has made a way out of no way. He's proved himself time and time again in my life and I can't say not one thing otherwise. I took a stand for my life one day to take a big leap of faith and I told God, if he's who is says he is then he would have to show me.(sometimes you have to test him but not always recommended, you might not like the out come, but yes, I tried him). I was tired of being sick and tired and decided to face my fear of doing this life thing on my own. My entire adult life up to this point was very much so depending on someone else moves and decisions because I was young and thought this was how it was suppose to be when you have children, a baby daddy/husband. I knew I wasn't doing what I really wanted but I people pleased which is never the best choice. So I eventually divorced (don't judge me),I decided to face my fears head on to encounter the journey of the unknown. I wasn't totally screwed because I had my parents to fall back on but never did I stay to long, just enough time to get it together. My fears was best described as not being able to provide a life style of comfort and ease without being attached to a man or should I say a PROVIDER. I married for the wrong reasons. I was in love but love only get you so far when you think of love in a immature way as I did (Yes young and still wet behind the ears as they say). My FEARS and FAITH was challenged and it was hard but babyyy, I got through it and it only made me stronger and definitely more confident with who my God is. I got to know him in a very personal way that made my TRUST develop intensely deeper then I've ever known. He never will forsake you or disappoint you in anything that he PROMISE. Learn to "TRUST THE PROCESS"  and enjoy the JOURNEY!

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SHE BELIEVED SHE COULD SO SHE DID!

Welcome to my first blog on a real blog site, yay! I decided to start my first blog off with my why?  My title is so real to me because I was the type of person who had so many ideals, desires, creative aspirations in doing things that I've always wanted to do as a little girl and as a teen. I had a weird but normal life as a child but like most of us I just never thought I'd do any of the things I desired. I was told like most that I can do anything that I set my mind to. Ok that sounds good but life is never fair. I started out with a child at 22, lived in my first house at 24 and worked, became that baby momma and went through what we call now a normal relationship, but what is really normal now a days. I want to give you the short version so I'll say this, I did everything but what I wanted to do regarding that longing I felt when I imaging myself on stage in front of a sold out play on Broadway in NYC or putting together a dance step from start to finish (hoping one day to be a top CHOREOGRAPHER) or singing my favorite church song or circular song ( oh! yes, I use to sang) to be a great recording artist. Now here I am with two kids a husband and no ideal what to do but be what I know how or seen by my mom, my grannies and aunts do my whole childhood. I tried to later after my children reached a certain age that I could maybe possibly get a chance to begin what I so desired but then life came and hit me right in the belly with this and that and this and that. I moved on and went through this unforgettable journey in my life that I don't want to really think about but know this, I MADE IT OUT!! I'm finally single with very little distractions in the way, I can honestly say that I'm WOKE now. It took a whole lot of  praying, isolation and trusting GOD to finally reach this point 

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