I thought I was good today but I did it. Lord, tell my mom I miss her deeply. The thoughts I had today was constantly playing in my head about how she was feeling all this time leading up to that day. Did she know and didn't want to worry me.
Excuses. Excuses. We all have them, some more than others. So as you may or may not know, my BBF aka Queen Mother passed on 4/20/22. That's a significant date. I'll have to wait for another time to go into that with you.
Anyway, I'd finally pulled my nerves together to present this BIGG event on 5/14/22 to expose myself as a new, watchout here I come production and entertainment company ready to take on the world. But as you know, it didn't go down. I really wanted to crawl under a giant rock, cry myself to sleep every single day until I had no desire to live. I felt alone and abandoned. my biggest fan, my biggest supporter has gone from my reality of life and I didn't know what to do. I started contemplating on my life existence, on my vision, on my purpose and mostly on my business.
Let me tell you something.....I literally decided that I was going to just give up, don't look back and forget every single bit of IT! BUT GOD!!!!
To be cont....
