Welcome to my first blog on a real blog site, yay! I decided to start my first blog off with my why? My title is so real to me because I was the type of person who had so many ideals, desires, creative aspirations in doing things that I've always wanted to do as a little girl and as a teen. I had a weird but normal life as a child but like most of us I just never thought I'd do any of the things I desired. I was told like most that I can do anything that I set my mind to. Ok that sounds good but life is never fair. I started out with a child at 22, lived in my first house at 24 and worked, became that baby momma and went through what we call now a normal relationship, but what is really normal now a days. I want to give you the short version so I'll say this, I did everything but what I wanted to do regarding that longing I felt when I imaging myself on stage in front of a sold out play on Broadway in NYC or putting together a dance step from start to finish (hoping one day to be a top CHOREOGRAPHER) or singing my favorite church song or circular song ( oh! yes, I use to sang) to be a great recording artist. Now here I am with two kids a husband and no ideal what to do but be what I know how or seen by my mom, my grannies and aunts do my whole childhood. I tried to later after my children reached a certain age that I could maybe possibly get a chance to begin what I so desired but then life came and hit me right in the belly with this and that and this and that. I moved on and went through this unforgettable journey in my life that I don't want to really think about but know this, I MADE IT OUT!! I'm finally single with very little distractions in the way, I can honestly say that I'm WOKE now. It took a whole lot of praying, isolation and trusting GOD to finally reach this point
TO BE CONTINUED
