LIVING ON PURPOSE FOR A PURPOSE

 I thought I was good today but I did it. Lord, tell my mom I miss her deeply. The thoughts I had today was constantly playing in my head about how she was feeling all this time leading up to that day. Did she know and didn't want to worry me. 

Excuses. Excuses. We all have them, some more than others. So as you may or may not know, my BBF aka Queen Mother passed on 4/20/22. That's a significant date. I'll have to wait for another time to go into that with you.

 Anyway, I'd finally pulled my nerves together to present this BIGG event on 5/14/22 to expose myself as a new, watchout here I come production and entertainment  company ready to take on the world. But as you know, it didn't go down. I really wanted to crawl under a giant rock, cry myself to sleep every single day until I had no desire to live. I felt alone and abandoned. my biggest fan, my biggest supporter has gone from my reality of life and I didn't know what to do. I started contemplating on my life existence, on my vision, on my purpose and mostly on my business. 

Let me tell you something.....I literally decided that I was going to just give up, don't look back and forget every single bit of IT!  BUT GOD!!!!     

 To be cont....

V1P WOMEN TALENT SHOWCASE

VONE1 HAS JUST STARTED COUNT DOWN FOR THE CELEBRATION OF WOMENHOOD TALENT SHOWCASE FOR AUGUST 2024

INFO ABOUT HOW TO BE A PART OF THE TALENT SHOWCASE, CHECK THE LINK HERE @ LINKTR.EE/JAYYV1P

~Food for thought....IJS!

Whether you are currently on a sunny mountaintop or trudging through a harrowing valley, God is weaving your story into His greater plan. Through His word, we are pointed to women who provide us inspiration and encouragement for our own lives today. And anyone who thinks the women of either the Old or New Testament were simply side notes hasn't been paying attention. The woman described in Proverbs 31 is the perfect example. She brings honor to her home, makes business deals, works "vigorously," and looks out for everyone under her care. She speaks with wisdom and doesn't waste her time. With God's help and the examples planted throughout Scripture, we may live out these words:

SHE IS CLOTHED WITH STRENGTH AND DIGNITY; SHE CAN LAUGH AT THE DAYS TO COME. (Proverbs 31:25)

*The Women Of The Bible Speaks by Shannon Bream Pg. 221

WHERE DID YOU GO........

WHY CAN'T I HEAR YOU?

HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE GOD HAS LEFT YOU OR WENT MIA ?

SO LET ME BACK UP A FEW MONTHS. I WAS FEELING VERY EXCITED AND CONFIDENT ABOUT MY UPCOMING EVENT. I WASN'T FEELING TO SCARED OR HESITANT ABOUT IT LIKE I WAS IN THE BEGINING. I BUILT MY CONFIDENCE LEVEL UP TO ACTUALLY MOVE FORWARD IN THIS BUSINESS AND WASN'T GOING TO TURN BACK DUE TO MY DOUBT OR OTHERS DISBELIEF IN ME. I RECIEVED SOME INFORMATION AND THAT PUT ME BACK TO SQUARE ONE. WHEN I SAY BACK, I MEAN I STARTED HAVING NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS WHOLE JOURNEY OF V1P. HOW COULD YOU GIVE ME SUCH BIG ASPIRATIONS, INSPIRE ME WITH VISIONS. I WENT ON AND ON WITH THESE EMOTIONAL UPS AND DOWNS FOR AWHILE. I DIDN'T FEEL THE NEED TO SHARE THIS WITH ANYONE SO I SHOWED UP WITH A SMILE AND LIVED AS IF EVERYTHING WAS GOOD. THIS INFO WAS A CURVE BALL THAT WAS SENT TO DISTRACT, DISCOURAGE ME AND HOPEFULLY GIVE IT ALL UP. EVERYTIME I TURNED AROUND IT WAS SOMETHING MORE TO DO. THIS BUSINESS WASN'T EASY TO GET INTO, AS IT SEEMED.    # B U T  G O D!!!

GOD KNEW MY STRUGGLE, MY FEELINGS OF EMPTYNESS AND MY DISBELIEF ALL TO WELL. A FEW WEEKS AGO, I HAD A DREAM THAT WOKE ME UP OUT OF MY SLEEP. IT WAS LIKE SO REAL. I KNEW IT WAS HIM SHOWING ME WHAT I'VE BEEN UNCONSCIOUSLY STRUGGLING WITH. >>>TRUSTING IN HIM TO DO WHAT HE SAID HE WILL DO. P E R I O D....PoinT BlanK! HEELLLLEERRRR SOMEBODY....( I'LL SHARE THE DREAM SOME OTHER TIME...) JUST KNOW THIS, "I'm BACK!!!!"

ONCE A PERSON IS FAMILIAR WITH THE PATH OR ASSIGNMENT THEIR ON, BELIEVE ME, YOU'LL KNOW THE STRUGGLES AREN'T WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE. I QUICKLY ADJUSTED MY CROWN, GOT BACK ON MY HORSE AND GOT BACK ON THE GRIND. I ALSO REALIZED THAT SPACE OPENED MY EYES TO GREAT IDEALS, A BETTER VISION FOR V1P AND A DEEPER UNDERSTANDING OF THE JOURNEY I'M TO TAKE. 

I was here all the time, you just wasn't listening my child..

- GOD

TO BE CONTINUED........