WHY CAN'T I HEAR YOU?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE GOD HAS LEFT YOU OR WENT MIA ?
SO LET ME BACK UP A FEW MONTHS. I WAS FEELING VERY EXCITED AND CONFIDENT ABOUT MY UPCOMING EVENT. I WASN'T FEELING TO SCARED OR HESITANT ABOUT IT LIKE I WAS IN THE BEGINING. I BUILT MY CONFIDENCE LEVEL UP TO ACTUALLY MOVE FORWARD IN THIS BUSINESS AND WASN'T GOING TO TURN BACK DUE TO MY DOUBT OR OTHERS DISBELIEF IN ME. I RECIEVED SOME INFORMATION AND THAT PUT ME BACK TO SQUARE ONE. WHEN I SAY BACK, I MEAN I STARTED HAVING NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS WHOLE JOURNEY OF V1P. HOW COULD YOU GIVE ME SUCH BIG ASPIRATIONS, INSPIRE ME WITH VISIONS. I WENT ON AND ON WITH THESE EMOTIONAL UPS AND DOWNS FOR AWHILE. I DIDN'T FEEL THE NEED TO SHARE THIS WITH ANYONE SO I SHOWED UP WITH A SMILE AND LIVED AS IF EVERYTHING WAS GOOD. THIS INFO WAS A CURVE BALL THAT WAS SENT TO DISTRACT, DISCOURAGE ME AND HOPEFULLY GIVE IT ALL UP. EVERYTIME I TURNED AROUND IT WAS SOMETHING MORE TO DO. THIS BUSINESS WASN'T EASY TO GET INTO, AS IT SEEMED. # B U T G O D!!!
GOD KNEW MY STRUGGLE, MY FEELINGS OF EMPTYNESS AND MY DISBELIEF ALL TO WELL. A FEW WEEKS AGO, I HAD A DREAM THAT WOKE ME UP OUT OF MY SLEEP. IT WAS LIKE SO REAL. I KNEW IT WAS HIM SHOWING ME WHAT I'VE BEEN UNCONSCIOUSLY STRUGGLING WITH. >>>TRUSTING IN HIM TO DO WHAT HE SAID HE WILL DO. P E R I O D....PoinT BlanK! HEELLLLEERRRR SOMEBODY....( I'LL SHARE THE DREAM SOME OTHER TIME...) JUST KNOW THIS, "I'm BACK!!!!"
ONCE A PERSON IS FAMILIAR WITH THE PATH OR ASSIGNMENT THEIR ON, BELIEVE ME, YOU'LL KNOW THE STRUGGLES AREN'T WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE. I QUICKLY ADJUSTED MY CROWN, GOT BACK ON MY HORSE AND GOT BACK ON THE GRIND. I ALSO REALIZED THAT SPACE OPENED MY EYES TO GREAT IDEALS, A BETTER VISION FOR V1P AND A DEEPER UNDERSTANDING OF THE JOURNEY I'M TO TAKE.
I was here all the time, you just wasn't listening my child..
- GOD
TO BE CONTINUED........
